I’ve Always Told You
No, I’m not misunderstanding anything.
You have always been a free-spirited,
Straight forward, eloquent, and articulate.
And I miss that, I’ve always told you.
You always spoke your mind,
You talked whatever you wanted,
Without thinking who thinks what about you.
And I admire that, I’ve always told you.
So, if you are not saying, ‘I miss you,’
What do you expect me to believe?
I believe you don’t miss me.
And I distaste that, I’ve always told you.
When I confronted you for being mean to me,
All you said was, you’re misunderstanding me.
Then, you began giving explanations.
And I hate that, I’ve always told you.
You can’t expect me to realize on my own,
If you’re not saying it out loud as you always did,
I think, either you don’t miss me or you’ve changed.
And I realize that, I’ve always told you.
You’ve always been vocal to express love to me,
We had to part ways, but never resented each other,
Then why not to be vocal about missing me?
And I resent that, I’ve always told you.
This means only one thing, you’ve changed.
You’re not the person I fell in love with.
The distance, the new environment changed you.
And I believe that, I’ve always told you.
And even if you want to give explanation for that,
You better keep it to yourself.
I don’t expect explanations from unknown people.
And I resolve that, I’ve always told you.
Whatever the excuse or explanation you have,
I just want to tell you, I’ve always missed you.
Your place in my life is irreplaceable.
I know that, you know that,
And I don’t have to tell you that.
by: PRATIK KIRVE
SOMETHING ABOUT HIM IN HIS OWN WORDS:-
Hi, Dear Reader!!
I am Pratik Kirve From Pune, India. An Avid Reader, Cool-minded Introvert, who always sees the world around him from own point of view & gets lost in his own world! I like daydreaming & believing that it’s possible.
The purpose of my writing is to tell people that they are not alone. There are people who feel the same way you felt when you were going through the same situations I portray in stories and poems. I felt the loneliness for almost a year. And I tried to escape from reality in that period through stories and poetry. So, I started writing personal stories as well as stories of people who have gone through a struggle to give strength to others.
Besides poetry and stories, I like football. I am a huge fan of Manchester United. I love drinking cold coffee. I also love listening to music, especially Eminem and Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan