Its time to erase you and move on,
This waiting in vain, it has been so long.
But my will to carry on has long gone. I get sick of everybody questioning whats wrong.
Just so you know, this was not what I wanted.
There simply wasn’t enough to breathe from what you granted.
Your silence and actions leave me deeply disenchanted.
I only wish for words to describe how it felt waiting for a shot at redemption which was never handed.
Despite everything they shall never know our story and our name.
You will be remembered for this beautiful game.
I will erase every bit of you that lives within me and you should know.
Thanks for having me, you put an excellent show.
I may never forget but I will always forgive
For this reason this sadness within me shall always live.
Sometimes happiness is just a soothing music
Sometimes it's candy-coated raindrops
Or Fridays and good night's sleep
Or the euphoria of sipping coffee
Disappointment is when your shadows realize
That you are not someone worth following
It's when your curtains and bed sheets know
Of what you've been doing behind their backs
Loneliness is turning your room
Into a cage thousands of burdens high
It's when you put a knife to the throat of friendship
And it cowers in the corner
Patience is Jacob waiting for Rachel
It was seven years time two
Fourteen years is a long times to do
But he knew, Rachel you are worth the wait
Introvert is the unusual relief of solitude
It is the calculus subject
No one dares to get to know deeply of
Everyone else is recess
You see, I once uninstalled
Merriam-Websters on my phone
And since then
I've been defining things on my own
Sometimes happiness is just a soothing musicSometimes it's candy-coated raindropsOr Fridays,andgood night's sleepOr the euphoria of sippingcoffeeDisappointment is when your shadows realizeThat you are not someone worth followingIt's when yourcurtains and bed sheets knowOf what you've been doing behind their backsLoneliness isturning your roomInto a cage thousands ofburdens highIt's when you put a knife to the throat of friendshipAnd it cowers in the cornerPatience is Jacob waiting for RachelIt was seven years times twoFourteen yearsis a longtimeto doBut he knew, Rachel you are worth the waitIntrovert is the unusualrelief of solitudeIt is the calculus subjectNo one dares to get to know deeply ofEveryone else is recessYou see, I once uninstalledMerriam-Websters on my phoneAnd since thenI've been defining things on my own
It is when you come to my sight,
A mix of feelings inside me collide.
So, I try moving myself left when it takes right.
This is exactly how I run and hide.
It ruptures me open, but I embrace myself avoiding the bad. I often find myself venturing into the past we had.
A story of this lady and this lad,
Subtle change of emotions on his face, enough to make her worried and sad.
Its crazy how one moment feels like my rebirth. Another, I crumble down, down to earth.
A cease on the span of my comfort.
Such an unwanted mix of events, like white collecting dirt.
A wish to move on but not today. Every little details about you is what makes me stay.
No hope or any of it left. But my words given to you must be kept.
Trying to forget you,
And our love that grew.
While my memory so fresh. The smell of you, your black dress. With your hand, that summer rain
A clear invitation for my pain.
That golden moment, where I was blessed
This dark side, who could have guessed? You’re that song, where I lost my line somewhere in the verse.
How I would kill myself for it to reverse
On a cold fucking phase you made me enter This cold feeling, this must be winter.
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